Asphyxia

Tied to a chair and my mouth is taped too.I am losing out on oxygen and I might suffocate to pass out anytime soon. Letting my body fight till the last breath possible, even though it has done its part till every extent but my mind won't let it accept defeat. The rope bruises my skin but I am preparing to break free. The cheeks have marks of tears like dry rivers that flowed once. The irony of my situation lies in my struggle to escape whereas it is as comfortable as it should be in that chair if I do not move an inch. The more I move, the more it pains. Why can't I simply lay back and relax? Why can't I convince my inflated ego to learn and accept things the way things are meant to be? Why is it so hard to be what I am???

Pepper Spray moment

You know searching on internet about techniques of self defense aren't gonna work for you when you need them the most. Probability of failing the 'Kick at the crotch' is 2/3 due to less practice and height difference, the pocket swiss army knife will get stuck because you are nervous.the pepper spray can be instead snatched from your own hands and misused on you(omg!!!!). Most importantly what makes you think the molesters will never read stuff on net and predict your moves. Damn it, its a win-win situation for them but we are bound to live on optimist hopes

'Idling'

idle adj.(idler,idlest) : not spent or filled with activity;unemployed; doing nothing.

• v. (idles,idling.idled)
• DERIVATIVES idleness
• n. idler

I found out that the personality framing process is highly influenced by the way we spent our free hours.Every now and then we are blessed with free time(say twice during weekends) but it significantly matters on us how well we utilize or waste them.These are mere choices that we make to widen our hobbies or polish the dull corners of our mind.Here is a contrasting picture of what I should do and what I actually do-

Ideal v/s Idle
1. Wake up early and jog 1.Sleep till your alarm coughs out that it can't
snooze anymore.
2.Read the newspaper till it finishes 2.Brush and read the comic strip(only)
simultaneously
3.Eat breakfast in 15-20 mins 3.Extend breakfast so long that you can call it a
brunch while watching a 2-3 hour movie
4.Read a book 4. Play on the pc till lunch
5.A half hour bath is enough 5.Bathe till you have finished the water tanks
6.Lunch is for filling a diet 6.Its a tiring task:-(
7.Write a blog 7.Sleep till it gets dark
8.Play the guitar,solve a problem,paint,learn something,anything ..........
8.Google for things like "how to spend quality
time during free hours":-P

Does a near to death experience make your entire life flash right before your eyes??? hell yeah if its true, I am so ready to try it. But it won't serve the purpose if I jump infront of a high speed vehicle na. ummm...this sweetdish is really good. I joined twitter yesterday. These social networking sites are ruining the youth!!! What is up with the young people? Who is going to serve the country now? I won't definitely. I'll join orkut,facebook,twitter....gaga gugu and make optimum use of high speed broadband facility downloading entertaining stuff, talking to a bunch of online friends who do the same and study for semester exams 5 days before they start.Pass my engineering to join a company and hoping to work overseas. Ah...I didn't maybe you should join the defences after reading this.

Top 10 reasons why you should be single

10.Your friends get to know you better because you spend more time with them
9. You don't have to worry about hiding things from your parents
8.You are least bothered about your appearance
7.You can flirt with whoever you want
6.You aren't leashed. You can watch your movies alone!
5.You don't have to spend money buying her stuff(if you are a boy)
You won't be indebted to anyone(if you are a girl)
4.You can sleep for hours without stress
3.You get your 'me-time' to self introspect.Discover your hidden talents.
2.Your phone bills are 10 times less.
1.Freedom

14 days thoughts

hmmmmm....the last blog i had written was back in 2nd June which clearly means I am preoccupied by something significant and neglecting my daily blogs. Hence, I do not wish to do anymore injustice to my dear blog and pen down my pending thoughts -
1.Have you ever noticed how trial mirrors make you look thin when you are NOT! They bluff and mislead you to buy that garment you are trying on which might not be a good idea.
2.I was walking near the main road when I heard this man crying loudly while riding on his bike.That struck me: isn't it the best idea to shed your tears when you are down and upset. You are riding at 60km/hr and by the time people around notice you weeping bitter tears of remorse, you would have already left the spot and won't meet them again to get embarrassed.
3.What you do, comes back to you a.k.a in hindi Karmaphal . So, don't ever hurt,cheat,betray someone's trust,insult(if not required;-)),neglect and abandon someone unless you want the same to happen to you. Its not an advice, but my stated fact.
4.Read today's paper and I conclude:Shiney Ahuja saves team India from the media bashing.Sometimes it makes me wonder, is it the public who are growing dumb or the media which loves to act dumber. Sparing out NDTV & Headlines today(please don't call me biased!) , seriously I am not interested to know if Rakhi Sawant dumped her loser boyfriend or about dhongi babas and AIDS phelane wali ladki!!!!!! There is a reason why we watch news channels and raise your TRPs - because we trust your sensibilties to cover news(that are worth it and matter to us).
5.There are a lot of advantages if you have fallen for a vampire.

On Cloud nine

Now I know why its called cloud 9.(thank you google!). So, I haven't written a single blog in May. Sheesh...thats like wastage of some great thoughts that came to my mind all in the month of 'May'. But May has been really special and I am blissed!!!
hmmm...so god is fair.Here is a piece of advice-
when you seem to be running around the mountain to no avail, sumone up there throws down a rope asking you to catch it. Make sure you do.