Race

I suddenly realised that I have become a part of the immature rat race, the one which I had criticized throughout my life! I guess all of us ultimately fall prey to it...turn into a rat. So I switch from ratholes to ratholes on a daily basis. But I prefer to be the horse rather than the rat. An average horse who knows to run and its goal. Not wanting to be the best horse out of the lot. One horse who is proud and happy to be a horse.
NEIGHHHHHH................... :P

January 2010!

Well, seems like I have been treating my blog just like one of those books I quit reading before I reach till the end.A habit that I hate about myself. hmm.... new year resolutions..do I need one? I am content with everything I have in my life. Ups and downs, all part of the same book called 'LIFE'. I wish to keep reading it till the end.
Recalling the 90's decade, things that had a black n white background, but yet they were pleasantly memorable...when I knew nothing but still so happy. I lined up all my dolls beside my pillow when I slept, my tiny cream colored plastic bath tub with multi-colored rings that could be slided on its handle, my first teddy that dad had got me from London, my first burst of anger when my brothers and sister broke my wooden horse, my first electric shock when I put my finger inside the huge socket while playing, my horrifying, painful ear piercing that I got coz mom said it was compulsory for school(fooled n betrayed!), the Humpty-Dumpty ghost I think I saw in the school bathroom, my first school 'Tiny Tots'...
2010. Its still like a future. Something not predictable, something not familiar...a stranger.Newly introduced and the best way to start:). For I know that I have someone who will be beside me all the time...loving me,care for me and making me believe that I am special. As if I get a strength that I had lost earlier. Not a silver lining in the clouds...my cloud is silver:-P! I am not judged nor do I have to prove myself for anything. I am being loved for who I am!!! Its a wonderful year ahead:)

Statutory Warning: Vivas are injurious to health

I have been appearing for vivas for the past 3 days and I have reasons to prove why vivas are injurious to an engineering student's health:
Reason 1: It breaks your bubble, when you realise that the least bit of knowledge you thought you had was actually 'fiction'!
Reason 2: Its a birthday wish come true for all those professors that you have been mocking for
the last 6 months or years! They devise all techniques possible to mince you into pieces.
Reason 3: At the end of the day, we all know that we "don't know ANYTHING".Its 100 times more easier to guess,frame, derive and use an ever so useful imagination in a written exam.
Reason 4: It ruins the peace ,harmony, tranquility of our lives. Added stress levels are harmful for young,budding,growing people who have other significant issues to worry about in this
world rather than to sit and study for useless vivas!
Reason 5: Its all so dependent on luck:-D
Closing note: Let us all unite and pledge never to utter a word in vivas to eradicate this social evil forever!

Connections

9th of November and not a single post!
Not my fault.The days seem to have less than 24 hours,seriously!
I talked to my best friend yesterday for about an hour and half. The best part is it always gives me a lot of pleasure to talk to my closest friends. They make me forget all my worries,stresses,exams. The ridiculous jokes and laughs we share make me feel in a different world altogether as if that is where I actually belong and want to be right now...free,happy,relaxed,jolly. There are just a handful of people you know who are reliable and trustworthy. No matter what,why and where, these people make you happy every time and you can be your true 'self' with them. It rarely happens when you get the chance to let yourself out completely and smile right from within.Lucky me, I get to do that on a daily basis now!!!

Saw 8 'musical'

When you meet your old friends who know you much better than you yourself, can help you in knowing your changes. Like for eg. I met my friend today and my new girlish version was pointed to me repeatedly again and again. The "you look like a girl"/"your strong girly deo gets me"/"you are acting like a blond" were instances enough. Funny as it seems how 3 years back I was told "you walk like a boy"/"you talk like a boy"/"you dress like a boy"/"you catch like a boy"...and I thought they were demeaning then.
So,my new phase makes my old friends react as if they are watching a Saw musical:-D

P.S: Radz, scale of 10...rate me for my pinkness today(high pitch included)???

Lecture doodles

The Bride

First rough draft - 19/04/05



On canvas( 4 years later)- July 2009

Final painting(framed)