The judgement between right & wrong is never for one person to decide. Whats wrong for me is right to them, the best for me is worst for them. Its an ironic world out there....pretentious that you are uncared for anything. They will leave you alone torn,disgusted,hurt without noticing you even for once coiled up in a corner. But the golden rule is to abide by their rules and not yours. Live for 'them',not for yourself. 'Them' who??? 'them' those who won't even visit your grave after you die, and when they will die won't have nothing much to look back,who are confused of their own existence,who are living the same rules for each other.

Isn't it surprising how a happy state of mind makes you keep thinking positive even though everything may not go perfectly.Hours of head toiling over an infinite course,missing out a precious attendance, hard work in vain,insecurity for a lack of knowledge,a quiz prelim round that seemed more like losing a lottery......microscopic to me now.The equation is simple if all that you ever wanted is right beside you,there isn't much you will need and things don't bother you anymore.
------------------------------MOGAMBO KHUSH HAI!!!-----------------------------------------

Asphyxia

Tied to a chair and my mouth is taped too.I am losing out on oxygen and I might suffocate to pass out anytime soon. Letting my body fight till the last breath possible, even though it has done its part till every extent but my mind won't let it accept defeat. The rope bruises my skin but I am preparing to break free. The cheeks have marks of tears like dry rivers that flowed once. The irony of my situation lies in my struggle to escape whereas it is as comfortable as it should be in that chair if I do not move an inch. The more I move, the more it pains. Why can't I simply lay back and relax? Why can't I convince my inflated ego to learn and accept things the way things are meant to be? Why is it so hard to be what I am???

Pepper Spray moment

You know searching on internet about techniques of self defense aren't gonna work for you when you need them the most. Probability of failing the 'Kick at the crotch' is 2/3 due to less practice and height difference, the pocket swiss army knife will get stuck because you are nervous.the pepper spray can be instead snatched from your own hands and misused on you(omg!!!!). Most importantly what makes you think the molesters will never read stuff on net and predict your moves. Damn it, its a win-win situation for them but we are bound to live on optimist hopes

'Idling'

idle adj.(idler,idlest) : not spent or filled with activity;unemployed; doing nothing.

• v. (idles,idling.idled)
• DERIVATIVES idleness
• n. idler

I found out that the personality framing process is highly influenced by the way we spent our free hours.Every now and then we are blessed with free time(say twice during weekends) but it significantly matters on us how well we utilize or waste them.These are mere choices that we make to widen our hobbies or polish the dull corners of our mind.Here is a contrasting picture of what I should do and what I actually do-

Ideal v/s Idle
1. Wake up early and jog 1.Sleep till your alarm coughs out that it can't
snooze anymore.
2.Read the newspaper till it finishes 2.Brush and read the comic strip(only)
simultaneously
3.Eat breakfast in 15-20 mins 3.Extend breakfast so long that you can call it a
brunch while watching a 2-3 hour movie
4.Read a book 4. Play on the pc till lunch
5.A half hour bath is enough 5.Bathe till you have finished the water tanks
6.Lunch is for filling a diet 6.Its a tiring task:-(
7.Write a blog 7.Sleep till it gets dark
8.Play the guitar,solve a problem,paint,learn something,anything ..........
8.Google for things like "how to spend quality
time during free hours":-P