dy/dx

Assuming the journey of life is like travelling uphill, the slope is getting steeper everyday. The trick is to keep going on & climbing up. Right now I seem to be running around the mountain covering no vertical distance.Things hit me and sacrificing the kajol is sheepish.I would like to quote:
"Dreams are not mere excuses to escape reality.Its because there is nothing really interesting in reality that you need a better resort elsewhere". A daily two hours of bus journey gives me ample time to sit and ponder on blown out of proportion issues-a dormant romance,grades,wolves,donkeys.....ask myself questions -what can I do to give it back to those qualified SOBs?why am I burning my skin at 45 deg C and rather not living in an igloo?Tantrums right!But its overwhelming when my friends tolerate them and still call me a princess! Its anyday better to follow Goths civilization;no walls but the best combat skills.
P.S-thx Govindu:-P

Ran out of tears........

Having a hard time does not mean you need to blame your luck. They say god balances suffering with good things. ya sure, I think I have waited so long that I have even forgotten what was I doing in the first place. Its stupid to keep believing now that god is fair. Its hard if you are suffering but you could thrive on people's sympathy, it gets more harder if the person you love suffers and you can't do anything about it. You no longer need a dictionary to understand helplessness then. Keep convincing yourself that you are a fighter....gud fighter. Don't let out those tears cause they make your eyes swell and its not visually appealing.(humor at times of crisis,works for me anyday);-)

Le Marche des Fleurs

Time:11:33 pm
The title perhaps means "to walk on a bed of flowers". Its printed on my night suit. Ironically, I had
quite a tiring day and now I wish to sleep and push away all that stress cause my energy has exhausted. Engineering is stressful, funny & illogical at times. You'll keep asking yourself if reading about crystals defects will ever prove useful to you in future. Actually majority of the course is never beneficial to professionals. You just have to drag your ass for 4 years(or more) and graduate as a bachelor of tech., learn sincerely what they teach during the training and bingo you are already working....but one things for sure you won't remember what was laplace function!
Its pretty pointless to learn binary addition when the scientific calculator has already been invented.k I got more to say but am really running short of energy.gn...

stone cold

I made an analysis and here is a piece of reality check which is statistically true in all of my cases. Gratitude; is something you read long back in 5th in moral science textbooks-not applicable in real life. Its a nasty world out there and just one step away for people to turn into cannibals and eat each other. Humanity is near to extinction. No offence to those who still believe in it. Let your feelings out only if you are willing to get mocked later. Funny as it seems but some people seek pleasure in others distress. The wolves get whatever they set their eyes upon and the donkeys keep braying.Superficiality rules any day, so shut up and digest it. Love uh yes...an over-rated,over used and often misinterpreted word.9 out of 10 teenagers believe they are in love.The kids don't realize its a myth.Face it 'pink princess' he'll never come rushing for you at the airport!!! Parents kicked out of their own homes, siblings fighting for a piece of land and all the filthy local crime news............... I wonder why hallmark makes all the red coloured heart shaped cards.The filmmakers have exploited it so much that sensitive fools start believing in it.
:-(

Time: 6:03 am
I should be studying right now, but I am not(tee hee...). wow blog can be written in different fonts too!!! shit its getting on my head.
I was reading about flow meters, something to do with measuring the flow rates. Then I realized that I am so slow when it comes to finishing my course.Its not effective time utilisation. I'll study for exactly 8 mins with full concentration,get exhausted feeling proud of myself and then take a break for another 2 hours.
I think I had logged on to write about my last night's dream.But I don't remember anything now.
hmmm....

Stick Figure Family

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Date : 5th April '09
Time: 2:22 pm

I just had my bath and my hair has not dried yet.The water tank is placed on the roof,so I had a boiling water shower. Pardon me, this is my first blog 'ever'. I am drinking a mixture of apple & litchi juice,which I prepared for myself. It smells great and the two tastes come distinct on my tongue. My mouse isn't working properly and I have to bang it on the mousepad at times. Anyway, coming to the point.....whats the point???
-Why did I title my blog 'mind planning for an exile'
You see this is a year old blog with 0 posts. Here I am back after my exile and am planning to put down my daily thoughts in words now. My friend Radhika convinced me to write this and even though I don't expect many readers, nonetheless I wish to derive satisfaction out of my blogs and keep an account of my views and analyze them after 20 years.
-signing off
Aishwarya:-)