Ran out of tears........

Having a hard time does not mean you need to blame your luck. They say god balances suffering with good things. ya sure, I think I have waited so long that I have even forgotten what was I doing in the first place. Its stupid to keep believing now that god is fair. Its hard if you are suffering but you could thrive on people's sympathy, it gets more harder if the person you love suffers and you can't do anything about it. You no longer need a dictionary to understand helplessness then. Keep convincing yourself that you are a fighter....gud fighter. Don't let out those tears cause they make your eyes swell and its not visually appealing.(humor at times of crisis,works for me anyday);-)